It's been a tiring week for me.., with the job hunting and also some other minor issues with my life.. As in general.., people would tend to see from different aspects if a person faced some challenges in life.., they would think on how are these people will counter it back or they just don't bother about it at all.
To me.., if I really wanted to do something so badly but by the end of the day it's just does not make any breakhrough.. I will feel so bad about myself.., but it won't stop me from put my head up again and facing the challenges again and again until i give up.. in which I won't.. Sigh..
I believe that it is the part for my life that I will end up with but I just don't want to think about it too often.., But as a normal human being.., you cannot escape from the questions that keeps on playing in your mind.., about what will happen next or.., can you see things that others find, it was hard to do, but you actually can really do it.. I believe in myself that I'm different and unique from others.., and I'm very certain that some of you out there also have the same feelings as mine..
It's like when u loved to do something very passionate about it., you won't simply leave your interest just like that.., I mean.., it applies to every aspects in life., life, hobbies, work., friends, networking., even with your superior or your colleague at work.. these elements are an asset to you that can change or make huge differences with one's life.
For instance, I loved to play futsal very much as I did mention in my earlier entree about what if I just quit from playing futsal due to my injury.. When I think about it over and over again.., how cruel am I to myself that I have the intention to do such thing with my life..? (quitting from futsal). Then I realised that quitting from something that I really love to do is something irrelevant. It's like u used to ride a bicycle on your daily recreational activity, but all of a sudden you just want to quit from it and playing golf instead.. It would be a lying statement completely to myself...
Moral of the story is that.., do what you really want to do with your life.., no one will gonna judge you because it's your life.. because no one will bother about you either.. cherish your moment with the ones that you really love.., care and even respect you for who you are..
Life is full of ups and downs.. It's like the wheel.. Well, I guess this 2010 year is the toughest year I've ever been thru (for 26 years) in my entire life.. Enjoy your life to the fullest.., Never regret of what you are doing or what you have done because the experience you'll get is the best teacher in the world.. But of course, think first before you make your wise decision.. I live my life.., yours too..